So called HGA Dangers

Recently I read a few blogs about the hga, jow's blog seems to say that why would anyone seek the HGA when it can completely mess up your life.  RO.'s blog seems to say getting it touch with the HGA can do wonders and thunders, so to speak. Then I read Mikes blog, about how he went to jail, and then, finally got in touch with the HGA, and finally, Jason Miller's blog where he goes on about people should really put the operation off until they either have no kids to take care of, or before they have the family with kids, cause, you know, it can mess up your life.

I'm going to say me own two cents now, for what its worth.  I don't think people, just, normal people walking down the street suddenly decided to make the ascetic lifestyle choices leading up to the HGA contact.  Why give up time with friends, pointless socializing, tv shows, mindless entertainment etc, in order to get in touch with some spirit?  What is to gain by seeking spiritual attainment, or even greater worldly attainments when you already have almost everything you could want?

Well, I don't think perfectly satisfied happy people get some whim to go through this ordeal, just for fun, you know, cause they got bored with their favorite video game or something. I think it takes a certain kind of person to want to pursue such a thing in the first place, the kind of person who isn't easily content or satisfied, because if they are, why would they bother with all of that stuff.

So, I do respect the idea that some people won't feel the need to pursue it and go through the ordeal.  Some people just don't like ordeals, they are happy playing some game, oh, look, I got to the bottom of a dungeon in some video game, cause they just don't care what a real hell is like and they don't want to know, really, what it is like.

Secondly, I don't think the HGA, and contact with the HGA, is all that. Everyone seems to be rather vague about the whole experience, are you supposed to see some ghost floating in midair telling you stuff? Is it actually supposed to speak with you as a voice outside yourself, is it supposed to feel like an orgasm, a higher forum or orgasm, not the kind like when you are just experiencing physical stimulation.  Maybe the reason no one ever gives these details is because it is about yourself, the real you, not what you think you are, or what other people say you should be. The whole concept is shrouded in mystery, that from time to time I have doubts myself whether I have made any contact, whether I am I anywhere near in the ballpark of contact.  The only thing I can say, is I suppose if I were getting to far off track all kinds of awful things would be happening to me that I would have no way to stop, so I'm just assuming I am doing something right.

This brings me to my third point.  What I believe would happen if I got farther away from my HGA than anyone ever should.  Mike's account of going to jail drives the point strait home. There are things out there, urges, twisted desires and drives.  As you make yourself ignore the angel more and more, whether for the sake of other people, or the sake of mere temporary pleasures, you may find yourself feeling compelled to do things that aren't quite right, and getting yourself involved in potentially life damaging situations.  You may find yourself drawn into they types of activities that could lead to you going to jail.

Lastly, this brings me to my final point.  What Jason said here, that implied that one should not necessarily endanger ones family relationships in pursuit of the HGA.  He points out what happened to a couple of acquaintances of his.  The point, being, since he probably did not know them that well, there is doubt he had clear knowledge of their inner state.  No matter how much one has in life, no matter how much one appears to be happy, the reality can be something entirely different.  It is better to be alienated from a parent than lose them completely.  At least their father is still alive, who is to say what horrible things might have happened had he not chosen to pursue the work. 

I don't believe one chooses to pursue the great work, I believe the great work chooses to pursue you, until there is nothing you can do or say to not face up to the fact of it staring you in the face, and proving itself to be more powerful than your petty desires, mundane concerns, or relationships.